Sunday, March 9, 2008

Where were these words earlier today?

I remember it just like it was yesterday. It's very hard to believe that it's been almost 3 years. At first, you were the perfect gentleman... manners, a great family, loving. I fell in love... hard. Then something changed. For a long time you led me to believe the source was me. You convinced me that I was not caring, I was rude, and that I no longer loved you. It took me almost an entire year to realize that it wasn't me at all. IT WAS YOU! You tried to get in my head, tried to change me, tried to pull me away from those I really loved - all to make me yours. The day I broke free I knew I'd made the right decision. Pounds of heavy burdens and grief instantly released from my body. My mind was free to play in dreams again and I was able to start a new journey. My love which had disappeared long ago returned so my heart could embrace feelings of connections and romance again.

All that. Yes after all that you still tried to make me feel like the villain. Even after I severed ties with you, you thought you'd be able to manipulate me one last time or at least wound my self esteem enough that I'd come crawling back. Well listen, it didn't work and it never will. I'm above the games, the name calling, the accusations, the manipulation, the lies, the empty promises, and even the reaching out...so just stop. I've never been happier!

If that makes me bitter then ok, I'm bitter.
As you said "Go to hell please" hahahahahahaha

2 comments:

octoberwildchild said...

who says please after they say go to hell. madness i tell you. details in email tomorrow!!!

Unforgettable Moments said...

Tell him Peace brother. LOLOLOLOL